So I wasn’t able to get medication for two years.
Now I have it. It’s been about four months.
It’s good. It’s nice. It is not bad. When you solve the stuff about whether or not reality is real, and can start accepting certain things because you can perceive more due to the medication, it allows for a better or even different type of fulfillment.
Here’s a poem:
From the long, windy tree branch
That dwindles through the sky
And the leaves that fall forever
as you wipe the dust from your eyes.