well i can’t. i don’t know what i look like anymore. i think it was caused by looking into the mirror too much growing up and always looking at other people.
just last night, my dad’s face popped into my head and it pissed me off a little, as he has been a bit overbearing my whole life, so it annoys me i can picture my dad but not myself.
at my worst, i used to carry a couple of old pictures of myself around with me in my wallet. to remind myself of better days and who i am. i completely lost sight of myself. and still struggle to picture myself in my mind.