Is your life good or are you ready for a change?
I like my life. It’s varied enough and I do it my way but I wouldn’t change it at the moment. I don’t work…so it’s not a totally normal way to live but I can say it’s enjoyable!
I really want to change. I want to do things on my own ability (if possible). I don’t want to my past life becomes a hurdle. I am ready to leave my family if they don’t support me. I am waiting right time.
I want to feel better but other than my mental health I feel like my life’s not that bad I feel pathetic when I complain about anything.
So I guess I want a change I just don’t know what to change.
my life is changing all the time haha, i think its in constant flux lol
Eventually I want things to change, such as more income, having a gf when I’m ready for that again, move to a better place, but for right now I need stability more than anything. My life has been in upheaval the second half of this year, and that needs to stop for a while. Maybe this spring I can take the first step and move closer to friends and family.
I don’t care because I live in my mental world.
I have torn feelings about this.
I am very lucky to be where i am today because it could be much worse.
Yet, i have lost a lot that i still wish to re-coup.
I have a good life, but there are a few changes I would like to make. I would like to start my volunteer work so I can get my plan in motion for starting back at work. I’d like to make a good friend. I’d like to contribute more around the house- keep up with the laundry, cook instead of order out, vacuum, etc. Last but not least, I’d like to get my moods stable. I think my mood swings are affecting my family more than my hallucinations and paranoia at this point. It’s pretty bad right now. I hate sza.
My life is all good. I don’t want it to change.
Can I have both? My life is pretty okay but I’m ready for change. I get bored when things aren’t changing. It’s just so monotonous. Good, but monotonous. There are little things that I want to change, but I want all the big things to stay the same.
I want life to change. I don’t wanna be forever stuck in my parent’s home living like a kid. If life doesn’t change my current plans are fine but I’d eventually like to move back into town and get married.
I’ve moved twice now to improve my Life and been in several relationships but I haven’t been able to find a purpose. Doing Uber part time, gym, AA/NA meetings ( which I think are bunk but that’s another topic) I got a beautiful GF, still managed to hold onto my two dogs through these moves to two different states in the US and I live in a house I purchased for us which is pretty decent… but without purpose…and I’ve been living without purpose for years and years… Well I know the solution falls on me - just wanted to rant some
Looking back a few years and forward a few years I would say I do want to change. I don’t see much purpose at this time. LIfe can go on and on in the same way, but I want a little bit more.
I see I am blessed with so many good people around me, especially my mother. I am blessed financially like having a car and this computer. So why do I complain?
I guess my main problem is my job where no one speaks to me. Also my illness seems to make me worry and feel a little depressed.
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