At the hospital

No Moon :frowning: . Itā€™s really not. Donā€™t look at it like that.

She didnt believe me whennibsaid i had sza. Nonone does. I dont know why.

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I reqlly dont ā– ā– ā– ā– ā– ā– ā–  get it. I tried. I tried to grt help and i wasnt believed to need it.

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Yeah, hey, I am really sorry Moon. It doesnt seem right.

Make the most of your time there. Take it as easy as you can.

Mentally ill people arenā€™t funded now that the country is trillions of dollars in debt. My last hospitalization was bad, some people would scream a lot and the psych techs reacted foully. It upset me so badly I made a scene and started screaming myself. I really didnā€™t need to be empathetic, I couldnā€™t handle it. They all treated me like I was a bad person. Hospitalizations can be traumatic.

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Do you have it on paper (the diagnosis)? I would just show the paper from the pdoc. They might not believe you but they will believe a specialist,

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No i dont unfortunately but i did say my pdoc of 4 years consistently diagnosed me with it. I also told my last therapist that and she didnt believe it because i wasnt actively psychotic at the time.

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Whenever my pdoc writes a report for my disability reviews, I copy it so that I have the details on paper.

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Oh ā– ā– ā– ā– . Im supposed to have one of those at the end of this year.

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You currently donā€™t have a pdoc? Iā€™m in a different country so the process might be different.

No but im seeing a new one in oct i guess

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That should be in time. My pdoc hates writing reports. She always starts sighing when I ask one.

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I once was told there was no room for me. I insisted I needed help. They pt me in the only hospital that had a bed. The place was awful!

They tried to save me from dealing with all the violence and hatred that goes on in that particular hospital.

Itā€™s in a very unsafe area, and the people there were constantly getting into brawls etc.

I think the social worker was right. It wasnā€™t helpful at all, just very stressful and a total lack of sleep because some of the people there were getting up and getting into other peoples beds which of course meant more throw down fist fighting.

I wish I had listened to the social worker. Staff did nothing about it.

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Maybe yhats similar to the hospitsl ii went to but idk they didnt offer or suggesy i go somewhere else with intent and a plan

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Thatā€™s frustrating. Just keep telling yourself youā€™re almost there. Everyday is a day closer to your appointment with your new pdoc.

Keep coming here. I wish you good luck!

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