Both of my therapists say I’m extremely idealistic. My ideas of the way things should be are very intense, and I spend a lot of my time daydreaming “perfect” and “imperfect” scenarios.
Events in my life that may have caused this:
-sexual abuse at age 4
-bullied ages 12-16
-father with a very bad temper all my life, until I got sick
-hiding in bathrooms bc i thought people were after me
does anyone else have a kind of fantasy in their head of the way things should be? for example romantic relationships, behavior, life progress, etc.? i know the answer is yes but sometimes it seems im the only one.