Do u see a counselor to talk about these things. I tried blending in with everyone but it was hard mentally and physically. The good news is high school ends and everyone moves on. I don’t have any friends from school anymore because of the things ive done.
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I graduated high school in 1978 so I’m older than all of you guys. So, there.
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Yeah I see a therapist and a psychiatrist (the teacher I freaked out to told my mom everything and I was forced into treatment). I regret everything. The beings didn’t want me to tell anyone and now I wish I hadn’t. The beings are like “you can’t trust the system” right now. I’m not doing very well at the moment. The beings don’t want me to take my medicine.
I’m in my last year of high school. I have always been homeschooled and now I am finishing my last online class. It is very hard concentrating even with online classes. I tried to go to regular high school in September… but the flashbacks and voices broke through my meds… My psychiatrist had just started me on Seroquel and it was not working yet. I made many friends…even though I have social anxiety… and the school work was a bit easier than my online classes. I was having fun until the flashbacks knocked me for a loop… I think I stayed 3 months and my parents and I decided that it was all too stressfull. I was doing really well on the 700 mg dose of Seroquel… but the symptoms broke through again last month my psychiatrist just raised it to 800mg a day. I’ll graduate in May…(I am finishing my last class online) and I was accepted to university for September …but am taking 1 class to start off with. I hope that I can do it without any break through symptoms. I try music, concentrating on the tv, prayers, going out for walks… but nothing helps except the medicine. If you are still in high school that I really am impressed ! That is great news.
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I graduated in 1978 too, @SkinnyMe! So there, lol.
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I made it through 4 years but I wasn’t really there. People saw a physical body, but one that didn’t talk or look at anybody. My years in high school were in my head.
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Yeah I’m still in public high school. It’s not going so well, especially since all of my classes are AP. My teachers seem to be understanding, but I know that their patience is wearing thin. I really don’t know how I’m gonna get through this.
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