Anyone who has had experience with Risperdal please help me - my bf wants to kill himself

Risperdal is just one of many medications - you need to get in to talk with his psychiatrist and convey the problems. Is he also in therapy? He needs that too. Act quickly - and he can likely find a medication and therapy combination that works for him.

also - here is a communications checklist your BF can use (I recommend you join him at the doctors appointment so that all issues get discussed and addressed: