A Poem: Decisions

If I had made
Better decisions
I’d still have
Ended up here.

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Same here.

1515

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I always think about this. I made great decisions. I had a boyfriend who was a very caring person, he was a few years older than me, he was in love with me. I was mean to him, I dumped him on purpose and moved away. But my life worked out for the better, after being diagnosed with schizophrenia, I couldn’t get married, have kids, stayed in the terrible 3rd world country and how was I going to pay for my medications.

Sometimes when I watch the sky at night, I believe in destiny and purpose.

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So now you live on disability I suppose?
@mermaid1

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No I run two businesses online. But my health is terrible/

Hmm but I guess you can call yourself successful. You’re self sustained!
Do you have a bf now?

(Just asking. Not trying to hit you up, lol)

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Yes I live with my partner, he’s a gentleman, takes care of me, knows about my illness, is very caring, he doesn’t want children because of my health and I asked him to buy me a very expensive diamond ring, he agreed.

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Yes but if I stayed in my hometown, there are no jobs, the pay is beyond awful, no healthcare system. I can’t have an online business, how was I going to survive?

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Pics or we don’t believe you!

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Once the market is open, he will buy me my favorite vintage rose gold ring. I’ll post pics maybe.

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It’s true to a great extent. By what we know making better decision would have changed what the voices talked about. But they probably would still be there.

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Well it was either here or McDonalds. I chose Jack-in-the-Box and I’ve never, ever regretted my decision the whole hour I was here. As an adult, you make your own decisions and live with the consequences.

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