I don’t have extreme hallucinations like that but often think people know what I’m thinking. It probably would kill a schizophrenic, I think that’s why they act like you’re on your own.
A normal life would be good for me. I would like to own my own boutique and have fashions that people would buy. I would like to eat healthy and exercise and be a size 2 or 4. I would like a social life and go the gym.
I agree with noise that my life isn’t ever going to be normal but on some days it’s pretty good. I’m as close to normal as I’ll ever get right now. I have a job and close friends and a gym card and I am looking pretty and feeling good. but I have a lot of limitations and setbacks that really depress me. One being the possibility of another episode.