A good change

[aliali]

last afternoon after thinking " though I’m not afraid of death ( I have had 2 times of suicide( not proud of them)) but life has little meaning without " some kind of life after death" whatever it wants to be" I had a revolution in state of my illness( I felt that I’m dying at first) and now I feel completely healthy mentally. I didn’t believe in therapy in this illness but after this " self therapy" I must confess that it can work. my med is: seroquel: 100mg at night / aripiprazole: 3*10mg. this incidence happened when I was driving back home in a road between mountains coming back from countryside where I had good memories from my childhood. I will tell you if it lasts or not. wish you all the best