I dont feel good either. Too hot
Oh god i i want it!
Cure cure cureā¦!!!+cureā¦!!!
Hope you get some good sleep Anna.
I am feeling pretty good today and have been grocery shopping .
Ahhhhhhhhhhh
Urghhhhhhhhh
Waaaaaaaaaaaaaa
Iāll show you mine if you show me yours.
Maybe Iām crashing?
Iāve been so active for so long. Iāve been lifting weights, making phone calls, doing research, moved in my apartment, building a pc, making new friends and talking to girls in real life. And thatās just what comes to mind.
But lately I havenāt been feeling like eating. I still have tons of energy to do stuff but today my body felt like it just weakened. It might be from not eating much or maybe a lack of nutrient.
I am worried about my eating habits because I donāt want that to cause more problems and turn into a psychotic episode. I wasnāt eating much when I had my first and that may or may not have been drug induced. I donāt see my doctor for a couple months so I hope to get a new appointment sooner to tell them Iām in need of something to stimulate my appitite.
If you eat a small breakfast you will stimulate your appetite for the rest of the day. Try it
I wish I could migrate to Australia. I have applied for free assessment online.
9 Things I Hate About Everyone
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People who point at their wrist asking for the timeā¦ I know where my watch is pal, where the hell is yours? Do I point at my crotch when I ask where the toilet is?
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People who are willing to get off their a** to search the entire room for the TV remote because they refuse to walk to the TV and change the channel manually.
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When people say āOh you just want to have your cake and eat it tooā. Damn Right! What good is cake if you canāt eat it?
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When people say āitās always the last place you lookā. Of course it is. Why the hell would you keep looking after youāve found it? Do people do this? Who and where are they?
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When people say while watching a film, ādid ya see that?ā No Loser, I paid $12 to come to the cinema and stare at the damn floor!
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People who ask āCan I ask you a question?āā¦ Didnāt give me a choice there, did ya sunshine?
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When something is ānew and improvedā. Which is it? If itās new, then there has never been anything before it. If itās an improvement, then there must have been something before it, couldnāt be new.
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When people say ālife is shortā. What the hell??? Life is the longest damn thing anyone ever does!!! What can you do thats longer?
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When you are waiting for the bus and someone asks āHas the bus come yet?ā If the bus came, would I be standing here???
Cure cure cureā¦everyone sing with me common cure cureā¦!!!
Denial is a river in Egypt and all that.
Sorry @anon1571434 I have no appetite too just plan it I guess if you can or just have some healthy shakes once a day esp in this hot weather. No need to depend on pills, you can do it yourself.
I am happy to hear you are doing better though in certain things. Hope you see your doc soon . .
Your cure worked, I got 9 hours of sleep last night
Anna good morningā¦
My stock answer:
āYou just did!ā
Plague was arguing w me yesterday and heās shown up again today to argue more too. I believe heās been responsible for my dream last night and the one I just had. Heās just been making me feel uncomfortable.
The dream I just had I was in a house that wasnāt technically my house but I think it was supposed to be. The dream was very vivid and I felt like I was awake. I was lying in bed with the TV on. I was thinking about Plague and feeling anxious because I knew he was near. I fell asleep in the dream and suddenly I was standing in the bathroom. I felt like this was not a dream at all and was an astral projection. I got excited and thought ācool!ā And then ran to the wall and phased my hands into it. But then I paused because I remembered Iād been worrying about Plague being near and suddenly I saw a figure standing in the corner of the bathroom and I knew it was him and I panicked and āwoke upā back into the bed I was in intially.
I tried to go to sleep again and I felt something dragging me off the bed. When I opened my eyes I was all the way on the other side! I was very startled and angry and thought āHow could this be psychosis?!ā Then the dream got weird because it got into a sexual component only it was like I couldnāt actually feel anything or it was like I did feel it but it wasnāt pleasurable at all just like a sensation. At one point Plague I think ākissedā me only not a normal kiss because it was like I felt him sucking the energy from my body. Anyways it was very confusing and eventually I ran away in the dream but he kept following me wherever I went. Then I woke up and am glad to be awake. My leg muscles are practically in knots right now because of how stressful that was.
Plague said the reason why I am ādeliciousā energetically is because my negative emotions are so strong. He says all the mentally ill are this way. This upsets and disturbs me.
I am literally exhausted. So many things planned for this weekendā¦
I hope I have some fun to make this trip worth a memory other than the health of my aunt.
I was just watching da vinci code while chatting on here -It is cool. I like tom hanks. It has 15% of my attention at this moment.