I like seeing youz around too.
Hey
I havent been sleeping wellā¦called my nurse to make an appointment with my dr.
Headaches and just feeling lousy.
Volunteered at the club.
Got some change to do laundry.
Had a good chat with some colleagues at the club.
Made a healthy supper and relaxing.
Iām not sure what I wanna pursue for a career. Maybe writing. Either way, I donāt wanna be a therapist. Iāve already written a book maybe I can write some more. Well Iām taking the right classes. If it doesnāt work out theres always disability. Which Iām fine with.
I hate holidays. Today my whole family went to my grandmother and we were sittinh around the table chilling when she touched my fat belly and was like: Sara are you pregnant?
Even being completely innocent I went all red and said um nooooo
Stupid old people
Writing! A thousand times. Writing.
Up at 130am.
Feeling ok.
Went for some fast food.
A & W.
I copied of my son camerons hair style its cool
I know this pain
Why do lock yourself up in these chains?
No one can change your life except for you
Donāt ever let anyone step all over you
Just open your heart and your mind
Is it really fair to feel this way inside?
Some day somebodyās gonna make you want to
Turn around and say goodbye
Until then baby are you going to let them
Hold you down and make you cry
Donāt you know?
Donāt you know things can change
Thingsāll go your way
If you hold on for one more day
Can you hold on for one more day
Thingsāll go your way
Hold on for one more day
You could sustain
Or are you comfortable with the pain?
Youāve got no one to blame for your unhappiness
You got yourself into your own mess
Lettinā your worries pass you by
Donāt you think itās worth your time
To change your mind?
Some day somebodyās gonna make you want to
Turn around and say goodbye
Until then baby are you going to let them
Hold you down and make you cry
Donāt you know?
Donāt you know things can change
Thingsāll go your way
If you hold on for one more day
Can you hold on for one more day
Thingsāll go your way
Hold on for one more day
I know that there is pain
But you hold on for one more day and
Break free the chains
Yeah I know that there is pain
But you hold on for one more day and you
Break free, break from the chains
Some day somebodyās gonna make you want to
Turn around and say goodbye
Until then baby are you going to let them
Hold you down and make you cry
Donāt you know?
Donāt you know things can change
Thingsāll go your way
If you hold on for one more day yeah
If you hold on
Donāt you know things can change
Thingsāll go your way
If you hold on for one more day,
If you hold on
Can you hold on
Hold on baby
Wonāt you tell me now
Hold on for one more day 'Cause
Itās gonna go your way
Donāt you know things can change
Thingsāll go your way
If you hold on for one more day
Canāt you change it this time
Make up your mind
Hold on
Hold on
Baby hold on
Howdy yo
Iām on my way to job interview.
Iāve not been feeling well lately but gonna give it a go anyway.
Donāt think I can go to gym anymore at moment though cause they lied.
Nor dance cause they attacked me spiritually etc
āWhen we are used to being a victim, the whole world feels like a hammer.ā
I managed to get to job interview on time.
I am usually always early but was not early this time but on time.
I was lost a while trying to find my way but google maps helped me out.
Did not know if i would find my way and make it in time.
Hope I get a good job for me.
Then in the afternoon i went to see my horse and make food bags for her.
The people i agist of are really nice and love have chat with the woman who i agist of.
Some one said my horse is a bitch that hates me and is up to mischief and i believe that but seem to have love for her anyway.
I brushed her main and body and fed her.
My wing feels tied up again.
Some one said āi tie her wing upā.
Its a part of id theft, money and eon n aura theft etc etc
Otherwise I feel more positive at moment.
do one good deed a day and at the end of the week you will have 7 good deeds
i have a mock driving test today
Made coleslaw at the club today.
Back at my apartment.
im off the liver rot 10 weeks (poison alcohol], lost over a stone in weight from exercise and diet in them 10 weeks, feels goodā¦ next on the list to stop, is smokingā¦
Switching to organic coffee and cutting back to 2 mugs a day.
Better to light a single candle than to curse the darkness.
mock test went ā ā ā ā today, i didnt check my blind spot several times and it would have failed me but apart from that on the way back my eyes were playing up
i had a shower last night, now all i need is a shave and maybe a hair cut