I now wear mismatched socks and mismatched shoelaces.
This is permanent. The brain thing. Its never gonna stop.
The hot water is broken so I took a cold shower, it made my blood itch for like fifteen minutes. I want to ramble about how I hate going to sleep and hate sleeping more but hate waking up the most. Isnt that a shitty deal? Like most schizers take their meds at night and then boom asleep, no mine dont sedate me that much anymore, the xanax used to now it doesnt. I have a downers, alcohol and tobacco problem. And a brain problem. The brain disease thing is some horseshit...it made the downers, alcohol & tobacco problem and the insomnia problem.
Why cant the world be like the latest Mad Max movie where I ate a lizard and then got kidnapped by a bunch of cult ■■■■■■■ (Max is actually psychotic in the new Mad Max)