So I have met some really stupid and immature young people. My friend who is 20 is a dropout who is back in school but not making very good grades, he does as much drugs as Leonardo Decaprio in The Wolf of Wall Street, he is a programming wizard and has a paid internship with a prestigious company, and his girlfriend just turned 17, and he gets her to do psychadelic drugs with him. He’s disgusting. He asks me to buy him liquor and tries to use my house as a place to drink and do drugs. If I smell alcohol or weed on him, I send him back out the door. And if he comes over with a spiked soft drink, I smell that ■■■■, I used to be a binge drinker when I was 19. I call him on it and kick him out.
I was out at a pub last weekend with some old friends, one of them is the lacrosse captain at Rhodes college, which is the best school in town, he is also a really good student, and this young lady he was with was talking about her job, she is some sort of nurse and said she talks to schizophrenics all day. I was like “Ha, I am schizophrenic.” and she was like no you’re not, and I was like “no really, look at this” and showed her my pillbox full of my meds. She read the capsules and recognized them as antipsychotics and was like “Well I hope you dont think that were trying to poison you and then kill us.”
What. The. Hell. Two of my friends immediately started saying things like “No, hes in remission” and “He’s not like that, those pills work”. I didn’t even say anything.
Another one of my friends sells drugs and he somehow got me to buy him liquor a week ago. As soon as he and said computer wizard friend were at my place, they left to go drink the whole bottle somewhere else, as I will have a drink and only one drink, sometimes two with other people and get mad at them if they drink and drive.
Young people can be pretty depressing. Most of my friends are mature, we do things like go to dinner or go to a bar and play pool and have a beer or two, or play video games or watch something. It’s just these kids who do all of this illegal/stupid/unenlightened stuff that bothers me. Sometimes we just get together and chat.
I really hate how some young people are just…stupid. One of my friends (one who was bicurious one night) was talking to me about how whenever I kick the programmer idiot druggie drunk out of my house, he goes to his house. He said he just tells him that if he dies in a car wreck on the way back, he won’t be surprised.
I mean some of my “friends” are doing things that would land them in prison. I was never that bad, I didn’t drink and drive when I was a binge drinker, I didnt get underage girls to drink, do drugs and have sex with me, I didnt sell drugs. I was psychotic and these kids are “normal” and “healthy” and are allowed to be fireman, cops, soldiers, while I am for some reason encouraged to get a graduate degree, given a full ride to a university, but cant even become a disposable Marine in an infantry unit.
I think people with sound minds who behave like they are insane get on my nerves. I’ve been insane and I didn’t do anything like what these kids do.