I guess as a young man its was that uneasy feeling of not know can it be done with that friching fear of failure. today other factors play a part in this …if when and how. or old and health ability time is my last resort … I feel broken by my life cycles !
maybe all of our struggles will pay off in our next life.
It used to be, "I wanted it, but couldn’t have it."
Now it’s, “I don’t want it because I can’t have it nor even if someone gave it tp me.”
I just read a thing about how fears develop through children. But what do they do for us when we are adults? I see nothing.