Days were passing slowly as i waited in the front of the Gate, just like a poor man from the Kafka’s parable “Before the Law”. Waiting, counting, observing the gatekeeper. ■■■■, is there any flaw on the stone for some seductiveness to sneak in? Universe remained silent.
Seriously, a lot of bad and less bad things happened during the last month ( only my English resisted the cruelty of Change) .
I’ve been to Denmark, a land of Hamlet and Lego’s. Hey @BarkingDog i like your people man! It wasn’t my fault that i couldn’t contact you so we can play together in the Legoland.
Next year, hopefully! Too bad i can’t post the photos ’ cause im probably gonna stay a “new member” forever.
The final exam is getting close and i have to learn a bunch of state laws, school laws and other stupid…laws.
Yesterday we had a birthday party for my baby boy. Luka is four now, yaaay!.
Heroin monster is almost killed. I might never been what i was but at least i still have something to become.
Oh. About resentments. I was enlightened by the God of flesh and blood that other people’s reactions have less with what we said or done than what it actually represents and stands for: their own fears and feelings locked into trauma, their own battles. What a liberating cognition !( could be useful for some folks here as well)
@Smprz84, master Darksith and other beautiful creatures here: i’ve been missing you
Your like a Phoenix rising from her ashes!!! Look at that hot new avatar pic!!
I have been waiting for you at the gates, I would have snuck you in. However, you know how it is around here in cyber world.
So glad you are back. Much love!!!
More like a Baudelaire’s albatrosses. If we are getting poetical here.
They walk on the ground dragging their white wings through the dirtiness of the mug.
How are you doing? Any love affairs? How’s wellbutrin working?
I took Wellbutrin for like 3days. I call it hellbutrin, it makes me too edgy and insomnia. I’m still trying to find what works for me.
My love affairs have been obsolete. I’m tired of every guy I like, being straight. I need to live on a gay planet somewhere, so there is no confusion. I’m the only gay sz on here, besides mouse, who is bi. And we just wouldn’t work… How’s you and your man?
There are boys then there are guys, and then there are men. Big difference.
Hey, if you need someone to manipulate you, buy you some sexy lingerie and tell you sweet lies while stroking your ego, i can volunteer.
Until you find your kind.
I wouldn’t have brought it up but since you brought it up first I just want to encourage you to have a drug free life. You can’t have a good life if you do heroin. And, I think you are intelligent enough to know that. I was a crack addict, I know the life of doing drugs. It’s not pretty.