Would I be better of not being alive

You can always look into clinical trials for that stuff. Thats what Im doing. Most drugs companies nowadays that are trying to treat schizophrenia are focusing more on cognition and negative symptoms. Thats my biggest problem too. The hallucinations I can deal with, but the loss of cognitive functions is just the worst. Nothing seems to be fun anymore. Theres so much I want to do but just cant. It totally sucks.

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