And live at home with my mums. But she makes me work, volunteer and go to school. And helps pay for me to live on my own in my apartment. But I wish I could be a bum and just stay at home. She puts pressure on me to strive and succeed in life. Everyone does from my portion of the globe. I’m a LAZY person, but about 13 times a day I feel the pressure to succeed and tell myself I’m gonna do this, do that, but then I’m like nahhhhhh I can’t do it. I don’t wanna do anything but be a bum really. Huff Huff.
But then again I get bored easily too.
If I could turn to morphine pills and do nothing all day it would be the ideal lifestyle but nahhhhhh, never gonna do that either because I know that’s bad. At least there’s some sense of what’s right in me. Even if it’s only half the sense. Sick and tired of being sick and tired lately. I’m gonna go eat an apple because I like fruit.