I had insight and wasnt convicted
What do you mean by âwhy was I diagnosed?â
Asking why and trying to redo the past doesnât do you any good. The fact is, you WERE diagnosed and you just have to live with it.
I could sit around and ask âwhy did I get schizophreniaâ over and over again but it doesnât help anything. Whatâs done is done.
Diagnosing others is just something thatâs done.
Usually itâs a way for communication between medical professionals and for insurance purposes.
You were convinced your mum was trying to poison you no?
Did you have other delusions too before being diagnosed?
Yes, she did. I remember one where she thought demons were after her.
I wish I did not have schizophrenia too but you have to come to a point where you just accept it, take your meds and move on. You should be glad youâre diagnosed. If you werenât youâd just be running around unmedicated with all kinds of psychosis.
Whats wrong with being unmedicated when my case is mild
I would disagree with your assertion that your case is mild. And apparently your doctors do too. They have you on Clozapine right? Thatâs the strongest AP.
It was an intrusive thought
Yeah but a really low dose (100mg now)
A quote from your own old thread about the demons:
âDo you realise I got a sign from God!! Itâs not some cuckoo gone crazy delusional â â â â â â â â â
Do you really want to go back to that?
no i donât but i doubt itll happen again
I hate taking meds too @Crystal-Cotton . So I really do understand where you are coming from. I just donât see what choice we have given the alternative of psychosis.
Iâm really weak right now- I donât have much energy to respond back fully but we donât get a choice to decide which disorder we get dxed or not.
What matters is the work you do to recover.