I’ve had this deluusion for a long time. I don’t think people are actors.
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Ive had that delusion as well. But thats what it is, a delusion. Theres enough people who want to put their business out there and post all sorts of videos on purpose.
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Interesting point.
Not to be a nitpicker, but maye my content is more entertaining/more sought-after…?
Also, sometimes I think people are watching me to help me.
You produce cat videos?
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Lmao I do have a cat.
In all seriousness, I think I say and do stupid/embarassing/funny/wild/crazy stuff and that I have dissociative amnesia about it.
I had Truman show delusions years back.
They said an actor was going to get paid to pretend to love me while being married to someone else in real life.
Voices said everyone in my life pretended to love me and were actors or paid.
Also that I was nazi experiment .
They were hateful n horrible.
It broke my heart hearing my grandma as a voice saying she pretended to love me n that hurt even more than “the mother” perhaps.
I don’t have it same way anymore.
I do think my x boyfriend is married to someone else in another way of who he is he could be actor but he must of loved me for real because you feel genuine .
Lonely reality.
I don’t think I’m being watched now as such but many years ago I did.
I don’t think my “family” are my real family as such.
I don’t think they love me or if some do wouldn’t be more than a drop.
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You are here and you’re talking about so that’s a heck of a win for you right there. Give yourself some credit, okay?
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Thank you, that means a lot.
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