I am overwhelmed by the feeling that somehow the fire was my fault and if I had done something it could have been stopped. What is wrong with me? I think I’m broken.
Survivors guilt ?
Maybe. What could I have done? I know I couldn’t have done anything but my mind tells me that’s wrong.
I think maybe guilt gives us a sense of control. Being the cause of something bad isn’t as bad as the realization that bad things can happen at random, with no human cause.
Yes, I feel guilt a lot. The kind that makes you feel sick to your stomach. It sucks, but I have to remind myself that I’m not responsible for everyone I meet. Their struggles are not my fault, and they’re not yours either. Look after yourself, and be kind. Maybe do a movie night with the kids or something.
We are watching Netflix now. “Brooklyn 99”. Nothing too hard for my brain.
Great! I hope you guys are having a nice time and eating Easter candy as well.
Okay that show I am familiar with, Andy Samberg is downright hilarious. If you like him in that show you should check out his SNL shorts on YouTube sometime!
I’ll check that out
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