I cannot deal with some of this paranoia. I feel so damn watched tonight and with the recent thing where someone went through my car I’m freaking out.
And i found out i have to file a bunch of paperwork tomorrow for disability on top of 2 doctors visits I just want to sink into this mattress and pretend I don’t exist for about 800 years.
Plus my parents want me to go to the store which I hate doing cause I normally have an anxiety attack
Sorry for ranting