My wife of 6 years left me when things started to go south. I have many voices in my head, but Daniel is my second personality. I have allowed him to have free roam because I know how it feels being trapped with no say. He can act physically as well as emotionally. The Schizophrenia is starting to become quite stressful. Ever since my wife and kids left, I see them in the house daily and play with the kids quite often either in the yard or in their old bedroom. I wear my wedding ring around my neck because I don’t feel like I ever got a divorce. I see them daily and fall asleep next to my ex every night. She doesn’t talk, she just lies there and smiles at me. I constantly get scolded for believing that they are still around but damn, it’s real to me. Why can’t it just be real for them too? I still even open the door for her when I get out of the car because she is always in the front seat while I’m driving. This is ruining relationships and friendships for me because people aren’t used to what is going on or I see my ex and my kids everywhere, regardless of who I am with. It’s real for me. I will take these moments to my grave. I still have my family.
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Hi @BurntBrownie2013 . Welcome to the forum.
Are you taking any medication for schizophrenia?
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I am currently taking Vraylar for the schizophrenia and DID, depakote for the homicidal ideations, and adderall for ADHD
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Ok, I’m glad to hear that.
Welcome to the forum.
Oh and thanks for the welcome. Glad I stumbled upon this.
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Thanks! Didn’t even know this place existed. Happy to have found it.
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