I actually feel that I am getting better in this department. I’m not soulless. My negatives appear to be improving. For example, I was able to watch two episodes of “The book of Boba Fett” all the way through a couple of nights ago. I was able to both concentrate on them and enjoy them.
I blame still myself on this subject tbh… but we feel things and we have a soul too…
Honestly, I was probably surrounded by ass**** too… there was one alcoholic guy before in my surroundings, who got mad at me, while I was just sick etc and asked me if I have a soul left lol… now, I blame myself on that… do you feel guilty too?
In the past, they believed in fact ghat the szs don’t have much feelings, but it’s not the case anymore…
Well, I’ll try to pardon to myself, that I was lacking some feelings too, but it’s just an illness lol…