Tbh I had such a crisis just right now, that I thought I am dying again… heart palpitations, weakness, headaches, sleepiness… tbh one friend told me, that I am dying too, cause I was just complaining 
I think still, that all this is mental, but it looks that the somatic disorder is separate even from mi… I wont die even if my heart jumps over??
How common are the somatics in sz??
Tbh, when I am seeing how some szs pace etc, I tell to myself it’s common… But tbh, none of my ill friends irl dont complain about physical discomfort…
Who else was having this? Do you believe it can get better if I get better in my life and mentally??
Idk, I hope I am not dying it’s just that… 
Idk why I am like this… Should I be scared that I can die from somatic disorder? Grrh…
I keep getting dinged for saying this, but I suspect it’s a neuroinflammation issue. It’s a fringe theory but it makes sense. When my neuroinflammation is low, I feel active and uninhibited. My voices are mute or near mute. When the pressure in my head mounts, it’s like God himself is pushing down on me, locking me in place.
IMO this is the only avenue of treatment that makes sense.
It could be a soul disease too, idk… no one knows it in fact… we are different also…
I had a terrible family story, so it can be traumas too and destruction… idk…but thanks for answering, you are the only one 
Tbh, I had to eat and I couldn’t even swallow again… my sz is severe yeap…
Someone else who was fearful to die? I hope it was just an anxiety mostly, but I had some physical symptoms today too, yeap…
I am not afraid of dying. We will all die someday. But I am afraid of dying before my parents and cause them grief.
You might also have hypochondria. Where you obsess over health symptoms.
How long have you had the somatic symptoms of feeling like dying? 20 years?
Your not dying your just gracefully getting older. So try to let the symptom feelings go
Conversion disorder.
You should press reply on a person’s post instead of reply to the general thread, I almost missed the message.
Hi! Well, I have somatics and conversion disorder since 20 years in fact, but my fear of dying is new… I talk to one friend on the phone and he said, that I am really dying by poor health… Idk anymore if it’s just somatics and delusion of dying or really my poor health… But I lived almost in isolation for the last 20 years so idk how is my health and body now… When I am calmer and less psychotic in some few moments, I feel quite healthy still. But I am on 2 packs of cigarettes since ten years too… few body activity… and freaking anxiety around problems, which my mother has a bunch to offer me, cause she is old and weak and quite negative tbh, while I see mainly her… I was all shaky interiorly today, my heart was in pain too and the freaking psychosis of dying yeap… anyway, thanks for writing .
Ok, now I am warned, ok, I see thanks
Sz and conversion disorder yeap… Plus 20 years of inactivity. That’s why I worry of dying now… now that i want to fight for recovery…
You think it’s mostly a delusion of dying now? Can you imagine my health after 20 years of inactivity?? Maybe it’s real bad, no? 
And the best is that I am still out of my mind, which doesn’t help to go forward 
Anyway, thank you to you too , dear… I’ll see how are those next days I guess…
Did you try to quit smoking?
2 packs are a lot and you may feel better without it.
I cant zeno… I have my negatives and the cigarettes help me through the anxiety and the paranoia still… I am a severe case of sz as said it my doc… I’ve lost everything years ago, so I am very often alone etc…
Maybe I can lower them in the future, I doubt I’ll do it now… but I know it’s a killer, yeap 
I have no pleasure to talk even to the others still…
You can get the nicotine that is helping you through other sources like ecigs.
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