I don’t get the evil voices or conspiracy theories anymore, but I do get really silly, wide awake and carefree on my “bad days”. My mom is picking up some food for me to take my meds with, I hope they knock me out so I can wake up after a couple of hours, go the gym and get my ■■■■ together.
I get really silly and feel disinhibited when I dont sleep enough. I don’t get it. This isn’t in the textbooks. Im supposed to be like I used to be before meds, like suffering from auditories and persecutory delusions and that damn Truman’s Syndrome stuff.
Who else gets silly? Most of the time I am either anxious or feeling a little down and sleepy due to my meds. I quit taking melatonin the other night because it was making me sleep too hard and I was having trouble functioning in the mornings, like taking half an hour to get out of bed, then feeling sleepy despite drinking lots of caffeine. But I woke up way too early this morning and feel like I don’t trust my brain right now, which is maybe worse? I feel more than awake, I feel maybe hypomanic from what I have read about it- but my doctors told me that is impossible on my dose of Geodon, any mania should be controlled.
I do have a hunch- I usually workout on Wednesdays- yesterday I didnt, I sat around and ate a bunch of food because I was sore and tired. Maybe by brain is so accustomed to being drained of energy every wednesday that this is some sort of reaction to not being drained yesterday.
Who else gets silly?