I have suffered a mdma experience that made me feel emotionally connected to everybody that was closest to me.
Unfortunately, a part of me still retains this emotional connection, even though said people have abused me.
There is a background noise/energy that can analyze the emotions of other people (based on what I say or do), constantly disrupts my thoughts, and gets me in a mess with my family.
It is like an underlying personality that is watching/paying attention to everybody else, because, deep down, I feel subservient to them or just a complete lack of self esteem.
Are there any drugs to drown out this noise?
It is affecting how I move, how I talk… my entire being.