I’ve been feeling increasingly agitated yesterday and today. There’s no distracting myself from it, so I took a PRN Klonopin around 11:45 a.m. My heartbeat was still rapid at 2:30 p.m. so I took my PRN Propranolol.
It is now 5:08 p.m. and I am even more agitated than when I started. Usually my Klonopin and Propranolol are effective with no worries, but today the illness is stronger than the medication. sigh
Oh well, at 8:30 I’ll take my nighttime meds and start trying to fall asleep. I just hate days like today, and I hope I’m not agitated again tomorrow. This could be the beginning of breakthrough hallucination, it’s just like all the other times. I see storm clouds but there’s nowhere to hide if even my PRNs aren’t going to work…and it’s Friday night so my pdoc will be gone until Monday.