just keep doing whatever you do and take pride in being you. Take people’s breath away. Make up your mind about what you want to do and how you are going to do it and then drink a pot of coffee and get to it. Make normal people feel like you just upstaged them. Outperform yourself and everyone else.
Just let it feed you. Be hungry for revenge on this illness and eat your fill. Killing the illness before you eat it is optional. Right now I am eating it alive.
I just ate like 90 grams of protein. BWAHAHAHAHAHA
There ya go. Keep this mindset til they put you in the ground. You own your mind. The illness is just a part of the ownership. I laugh maniacally at night when hell comes to me. I hold my head and just laugh. It doesn’t beat me. I’ve been in the game of this disposition for 16 years now. I didn’t laugh as much in the beginning but I sure as ■■■■ do now. My curse excites me. Every little thought, every shadow that moves. I get off on my own hell and this is the way we should all handle it. Time passes so quickly and then you’re dead. Push yourself further and ride this hell through those dark nights. It only gets worse cuz it knows you could beat it. It’s within your grasp and it always knows this.