i remember family would come for visits and i would go upstairs and watch tv avoiding them. and it was like that this summer as well when people would come over, i would only stay for a few minutes and then go to the seclusion of my own place. am i reverting back to my old self?
i thought i outgrew it, but now, i just don’t have much to say to them and don’t find their conversation interesting. it’s just obligatory to speak to them a little or be around when they’re here. and of course i have my favorites. some people who come over i will sit and speak with for hours.
when i was a kid i could hangout with my friends all day, but now i don’t like to do that anymore. im a little anti social or have my favorite people and preffered company. i take after my mom in that department.