I was just doing my BMI, as I have done so every week for the past few months.
Just happened to click on eating disorders, and it looks like I might have this
I have these symptoms:
- missing meals, eating very little or avoiding eating any foods you see as fattening
- believing you are fat when you are a healthy weight or underweight
On the page that linked me to it, which initially caught my attention was this:
“when you try to keep your weight as low as possible by not eating enough food, exercising too much, or both”
I have been obsessed with weight loss, and even though I have come so far, I still think I am really overweight when I am not.
My diet I refuse to change, I do a lot of physical work and swimming and I am tiring myself out to try and stop myself from putting on weight.
From my perspective, I need to accept that I have gone from 96 kilos, to 69 kilos as a good thing, but I am afraid I cannot stop there.
I always have in my mind my pre-Olanzapine weight of 59 kilos - which the doctors at the mental hospital I remember were not happy with but I wanted to stay at that weight
What should I do about this, if anything at all?