I’m not sure how to answer this. I’ll go when it’s my time. Hopefully I have quite a few years left. And I’ll be able to live independently or at least not suffering.
Experienced some sort of near death… wasn’t afraid at all. Quite peaceful. It seems our spirit or soul goes back to where it came from, safely, or it moves into a new body or even animal. It depends what we think about or resonate with. But mostly people seem to be reborn. Realizing this made me not afraid of dying anymore, as consciousness, soul and spirit cannot be destroyed. Only the body decomposes. We seem to go to what we believe in… also seen that death is unconscious, so there is no pain but also no pleasure. Some spirits stay on earth and help others. So that was a surprise! quite fantastic, but life is worth it as most spirits want to go back into a body again to live their life… but that is what I noticed when almost dying. Can be only distressing if there is a lot of fear, but letting go can be ok. Almost crossed over a while ago. And seen many things, beautiful things.
I’ve got out of psychosis finally so I hope to reach the age of my schizophrenics mother who is 76 years. I don’t want to have suffered in vain and that’s my final words.
I’ve got my mind set on living into my 90’s now that I have a new boyfriend. I want to spend as much time with him as possible. Before he came along I really didn’t care if I’d die or when.
as long as I have my health I look forward to growing really old…like in my nineties when I go…I stand to inherit much wealth and I know I would be comfortable financially so I’m ready.