Mine would either be a delusion where God told me to isolate myself from everyone, ruining my social life forever. Or it could be one where I thought my hallucinations were after me called the Shadows employed by the Government.
The worst delusion I have is thought broadcasting. All the other delusions I had faded away or became manageable, but this thought broadcasting nonsense is stopping me from living.
Truman show delusion.
Or matrix.
Solipsism.
Or TV talking directly to me every day
When people are not real n they seem to have another personality in them. It’s so disturbing and not funny.
I believed I was trapped in a virtual world computer (before the Matrix came out) and believed I had no soul until Jesus gave me a spirit…I thought I was a recording on a DVD. scared me to death.
Years ago when i was un-diagnosed and psychotic in a dingy basement flat - i swear blind God was talking to me to “stay special” (!!) So i basically pissed of the neighbours 24/7 by playing church music loudly constantly and lighting candles all over the place.
I emailed a camera company at the time enquiring whether any device existed that could see thru the ceiling. Actually got a response back saying it was impossible - but still didnt believe it.
Its only in hindsight and now i have more insight that i know i was off my flaming rocker - just didnt know it at the time.
Used to go up to the public toilets to masterbate in a cubicle cos i thought they were watching. Its an episode in my life i would rather forget.
I believed my family was trying to drive me to suicide.
I believed evil spirits tried to infiltrate my mind
Very scary! My mind went out of control
I used to think my family was trying to get me fat, because I was an anorexic when it all began
My delusion was God voices telling me to do harmful things to my self.Also,voices had told me not to eat,so I spent for 3 days without food frequently.When my parents took me with a presence of med stuff and a police to hospital,I beleived because I was tied up that they gonna do lobotomy to me,after I fall at sleep.
I thought a satanic cult was trying to kill me and my four children. For days evil spirits would trick me into believing this.
I used to think my visual hallucinations were demons trying to get me. That was before medication.
That I live in a simulation, I’m in a time loop repeating life as a schizophrenic over and over again, my consciousness is being transferred, and a whole lot of other/worse stuff.
I believe in my past lives I was tortured and murdered thousands or millions of times…
I believe it’s controversial but I have memories.
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