What's is the best thing to do?

I’m depressed and kinda sad and the only way to take that away I turn to drugs mostly all the time. I know that’s not the best thing to do with my mental health but it takes that depression away. Should I keep doing drugs until I finally find some happiness or take my meds and just try to be happy some way. Drugs really mess up my mind but the depression I can’t take it suicidal toughts come to my mind when depress.

Drugs will only make you worse in long run
Have u tried antidepressant
Antidepressant can be very effective
There are loads of things to try and get help
Drugs are not the answer