I try to avoid thinking about it because usually i feel upset or embarrassed with myself.
I’ve felt emptiness and loneliness for 21 years. But not once did someone try to harm me. I don’t know if I’m blessed or cursed.
If you have SZ and you have your stuff together enough to recognize this and also run your own side-hustle, you are definitely blessed.
Welcome to the community.
Even if you’re Lucius Malfoy, I’m not Dobby anyway.
If what I have to go through is anything like what I have been through things will be fascinating and awesome and I will be very thankfull.
If you are at this level of naughtiness and mess around with everything, then I doubt whether you can make a good House Elf or whether your Master will like you or not.
I was struggling with the golf mission. Every time I showed up at the golf course, immediately after I got off the golf kart, the guards started attacking me and the golf guy fled like a rabbit.
After several failed attempts, I collected that the guards and the golf guy would only start their actions after I got off the golf kart. So I drove my kart directly up to the clubhouse, and dealt with the golf guy before he could do anything.
I do not. My wife does not approve.
Hahaha, yeah, that’s one way to do it.
I just ran all of them over lol.
Oh, so it’s Mistress, not Master.
Lol nice one! 737373
I think that we can relate to each others struggles, as proven by this forum That can be a great coping mechanism not just for people with sz, but for a whole host of issues.
Still, I agree, no one can really grasp the depth of another’s struggling or know how it felt to deal with their personal problems. “Putting oneself in another’s shoes” has its limits.
turns out that i forget the experience and the recovery. for example i feel overwhelmed and stressed for many days, then i experience a certain pschosis, then i get this diffrent satisfied relief… i forget what i learned but its pretty much the recovery. i did remember my first recovery phase…
Ive been in the wards alot as well, this is a hard illness to deal with sometimes.