‘hardened’
i’m not hardened, im just in freeze mode, reserved and sometimes numb
‘hardened’
i’m not hardened, im just in freeze mode, reserved and sometimes numb
Had a shrink call be “Dysphoric” once. Like it was an interview for some social security mumbo jumbo from living overseas for a couple of years but honestly. I can be flat but I think I’m usually pretty warm…maybe except for dhead doctors.
I think I find the camouflaged insults psychiatry uses the most offensive. They have all these professional words to camouflage that they are saying horrid things about you.
A cop referred to me as a schizo once.
Wanker
Billy big nose
Probably the worse I’ve been called.
My mother still thinks, that am lazy…
She also was saying at my worst, that i’ll die sick and alone… I still am sick and fighting for more healing with all that…
My sister called me a ‘‘zombie’’ once too, it hurted cause it was coming from her, its mainly she who witnessed all my no life. I was already aware, that i dont live since 40 years, but anyway…
They loved me too though but yeap…
The pdocs also thought hurtful things about me, i saw my files, but i try to not care now heh…
someone said to me ‘‘no one likes you’’
Yeah, I heard that one before.
When I was young I was called a mongloid in school. When I asked what it meant I was told I was a monster
Background: I was neglected and abused and I
smelled liked urine because I would just wet my pants in fear. No one would clean me up. I started walking to school by myself at 6.
I smelled like cigarettes because my mom was a chain smoker
And my skin was scaly everywhere like a lizard due to malnutrition
Sorry coco …that sucks
I called others names too I ain’t innocent
flat chested 15151515
ching ching chong
I don’t like being called Freak. It happened twice in my life.
Tramp - it was one of my friends who im no longer a friend with. He had a manic episode and was drinking heavily, he also called me ■■■■■■■, idiot and so on until i got enough. I tried to help him to sober up but it was impossible.
When i was a kid i was called “Condomas” but it was just for fun - my real name is very close to Condomas
A man left a message on my mobile saying " F off you paranoid schizophrenic, me and my brothers are going to F u up"
I took it to the police, played it to them and they said "come back if you have something recorded "
It was all a delusion or the cops were gaslighting you
Thanks @broken now it makes sense.
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