I do not know what the best year might have been in the past, I think that I had quite nice years when I traveled in America, for example in 1996 I went to skiing in the Rocky Mountains near Denver, then I traveled to Jamaica, visited Miami a couple of times, traveled to Mexico and Venezuela. But all the years have been different, I am not dead yet and I may live the next 30+ years.
Ya know it’s kinda a tie. Like I’d say this year but I’m being left in the dust. Everybody I know is enjoying life and mine refuses to take off. Back when I was in college was a great time. I had my own place. Had friends and got to party. I didn’t work while I was in school but I know if I kept my mouth shut I could’ve held down a job. But my parents disapproved. Now my cousin who’s 10 years younger just bought a new truck while my parents insist I keep my old one. He just got his career started and a new place. Meanwhile I’ve waited 3 years and still no housing.
2011 right before I relapsed.
I was able to rationalize all my positive schizophrenic symptoms away and had motivation to get married, work get off disability, and have a child of my own.
I was also enjoying my hobbies and was wanting to compete nationally at bicycle racing.
i dont look back on any of my life with envy
Every year before the age of ten or so. Things radically changed but even now atm I feel quite content.
Mine was the summer I discovered Tears for Fears. It was summer vacation and all I did that summer was listen to The Seeds of Love and play Tetris. I was so happy! I was probably 13 or so.
When I was 15 or 21. When I was 15 sports were going great for me and I was really happy. When I was 21 I had all that extra energy from basic training and thought I was invincible.
Idk i had alot of great years considering that i and my family wasnt in a deep struggle. Probably 2014 in my adult years cus i was going to school had the car i wanted with a great sound system and was doing everything i wanted to do. I was too busy to travel but i had no sz and was burnin it down with my new friends at the time. considering the fact that 4 years prior i lost my first vehicle and ended up in a coma for some weeks i would say thats an improvement. It doesnt take much to make me happy
although i wish i feel like that emoji i just put cause thats how i use to feel all the time before my psychotic break and meds now im like
I loved 12. I used to hang with a boy named John. He,I and my sister and cousin would sit on the sidewalk outside my house in the summer and talk for hours
My family is super patriotic. We love our military men and women
Sorry I let you down. I got an honorable discharge, but it didn’t feel very honorable.
I peaked when I was a toddler. Really.
What happened? Were you injured or something?
Got called out for stealing so I tried to kill myselft. I have a lot of delusions about what happened. It was mostly my fault though.
I don’t know what to say. You didn’t let me down. Everyone makes mistakes. Don’t beat yourself up. Okay?
Thanks @Loke …
2006 I graduated college. Was making good money. Stayed in a luxury apartment on my own. Went out a lot. I blew a lot of money. It was nice. I felt successful.
Probably 1998. My elbows were still good, I was totally sane, had lots of friends, still in high school, and if I hadn’t gotten obsessed over Quake for the PC I would have gotten into academia and been something.
I am grateful really
I had many good years I thankful to God
It is also becoz I studied well in many years of my life I also suffered failing in college to a degree I failed four years out of five years I struggle and graduate and I still struggle in work and life is going on
Early 2000’s, was slender, pretty, well dressed and no intrusive thoughts