For schizoaffective, i had a pretty vivid imaginary pikachu named Sparky for years. He was always around me in my head but im pretty sure i knew he wasnt real. I heard voices at least once but could be others i didnt know was voices. I was always really clumsy and fell a lot. Became depressed early in life. I also thought my mom was a robot when i was 7.
I also have ocd and remember swallowing every few seconds for a long time because i felt my saliva would drown me.
Ive always been terrified ol being upside down like it sends me into panic mode. I used to have nightmares of being sucked into the sky and now i cant look up for too long without getting afraid.
What were your childhood symptoms?