I love my bf.im not going to listen no one telling me how i feel.my love of ten years. No use in idiots calling me this and that.they dont matter.
As for earlier.change starts with me im not going to the hospital over someone calling me names. Lady on the phone says its how much power you give them.if i habe suicide thoigts ill go.im tired of running.ive got an early feb appt so im going to be patient.
I have support here at home.
I believe in you Roxanna.
Hi, see your still hangin’tough.
Early Feb?That makes me think your appiontment is no later than Feb14. That is 27 days away.
You are stubborn like me?
You are right, it does all start with you. and it is about power. Both luck and power can be defined as when opportunity meets ability.
So please consider these extra tips:
It worries me when you say “someone calling me names” instead of “hallucinations calling me names”. I dont know if you are certain if it is a person or hallucination(likely hallucination).
So I am going to give you tips for toughing it out.
Even if you are right about it not being a hallucination, even If you clearly see the nieghbor call you a name, you are still in control, as are we all.
You still have the ability to vote with your feet and simply walk away into your apartment. The benifit? If police are called by an on looker, then you are blameless. Blameless because you were not the aggressor, but trying to flee inside your apartment.
The second tip was already posted by another a while back. Please do not retalliate for anything you may think the nieghbor might be doing. Avoid confronting him, banging on walls or any thing else bothersome.
You can go out as it will be a good distraction, but I would leave apartments entirely and not hang around on the grounds. Other than that, I would stay in to avoid contact.
Last, be aware it is winter and the critters are on the roam for warmth and shelter and food. I say this cause you mentioned the woods a while back and squeeking from a vent.
It maybe a lose part on your heater. However, I just want you to know and not be frightened by things that go bump in the night.
Those things are nocturnal animals(rodents, possiums, raccons). So if you hear another noise, please keep in mind the critters. This is why everyone said “No! Not the woods!” in that post.
If you live by woods or a park the chance of critter intruder is higher.
I will try to think up other things to help, I just thought the above was aneed-to-know thing since your waitiing it out.
Still pullin for you.
Believe you will get better if you keep trying. Try not to read too much into what the voices say. I know it’s hard, but things will get better when you stabilize on medication.
Im not going to the woods ots not safe…anyway,i had a yelling fit a couple of hours ago.took a klonopin and calmed down.ill keep whast youve saidvin mind.
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