I am a gay asexual.
Because whenever I get in a relationship with a man I worry so much, that I now believe that I am not designed for this kind of relationship. The worrying and stress puts me off. I end up stress eating and going psychotic.
And sex just doesn’t feel natural to me. Nor does the lead up to it in a relationship. It feels stressful and shameful and disgusting. And there’s a chance that it messes with my energy.
What about those of you who are open about it.