What is your main worry(if you have) for next weeks or months?

What is your main worry for next near future? is in your mind? for example: voices, delusions, shy or apathy or it is in some event, school, meeting, short of money, etc.

Thanks for your answers
Tolteca.

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I’m afraid I’ll have to go to the hospital again. I feel pretty darn stable right now, but I just hate going to the hospital, and my husband said he may not be as supportive next time because he can only go through so much.

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My first pdoc visit on the tenth… I am so scared.

I worry about everything - every moment - day and night - any tiny little thing becomes Mt Everest in an instant - it is part of my depression and anxiety and my emotional nature

Getting my car in running order as soon as possible.
Stress at work. The company I worked for, for 5 years was sold to a new company and now I have new bosses. Friday was REALLY stressful.dealing with my co-workers who are also stressed. Stupid soldiers slamming weights around in the gym until they get my goat. Being in charge again, while working alongside my new manager. LOTS of changes in procedure and routine, getting switched around in my usual duties, etc.

worried about school and disappointed with myself because I have to drop a class. I just don’t feel I can keep up with both classes and work right now. I’d rather get an A in one instead of a maybe C in both.

I’m just not feeling up to level. I am feeling better the I was on Tuesday. I had a rough wednesday. I’m just feeling sort of… bitter orange peel and flat warm Perrier.

Have you ever had an accidental huge swig of flat warm mineral water and it’s sort of odd tasting and disappointing and you sort of cringe a bit thinking… “oh, that’s not fun” That’s how I’m feeling. I hope it goes away soon.

I also take small stuff like this and blow it up. I don’t think I’m sliding into negative symptoms… I’m probably just out of batterie power. Trying not to panic over nothing.

I keep telling myself… the lack of energy is just being tired… not wax build-up

money at the moment. i have a grand total of 58 pounds in my savings account which is pitiful. last month i had nearly 600 pounds and i have to save that again for november, december and january. all birthdays and christmas. winter is difficult for me money wise as there is so much to pay out. my son has just asked for guitar lessons and i can’t say no because his sister had piano lessons. that’s another 200 quid for the year. first installment due on monday, plus new school uniform next week.

plus i’m worried about my lack of motivation. can’t wait to get off the haldol and onto abilify and gabapentin. worried about side effects of that. scared of putting on weight and being zombiefied being back on pills.just have to wait and see what happens i guess.

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At the moment the thought of meeting my step brother and his family who my dad is planning to bring along when he visits
I am worried about what they are going to think about me and my flat and how to socialise with them.
Apart from 2 sentences on the phone to the step brother he is a stranger to me and I’m not good with strangers.

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To keep tasks + myself together.

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Making A’s. I need A’s to get into grad school.

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my eyes, my housing, my vote, my stress levels. my class, my voluntary work

Not to sound melodramatic of anything, but dying. Not schizophrenia related, but another disease I have haha. I really want to publish my three books before keeling over.

Pardon me daydreamer, why your eyes?
Tolteca.

Oh, CarleyGee, I hope that your disease is not very grave.
Tolteca.

they have been really stinging and it is so hard to do anything when they are like that, i try and put my glasses on but they don’t help much anymore and its not my eye sight its the light bc they are very light sensitive :frowning: i have not been driving well when they are like this either and i have been worried i might have an accident.

Getting my drivers licence - it has been a nightmare of trying and failing, trying and failing. If I can get it, it will take a lot of stress off of me.

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Not to insult you -

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The only worrying we have to worry about is worry itself.

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having to reapply for disability when the new system comes in. i’m crapping myself that my money will go down considerably. right now i’m comfortable. i really worry that they will turn me down or cut my money in half :frowning:

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