I started to get dreams too,
yesterday there was war and in the end all where nude and partying in my dream,
It was weird, usually. I dont get to see such dreams, and now I watched a movie called “Book of Love”.
Some thing is pushing me towards the opposite a lot, I always try to decrease the intentions as I was punished a lot and the fear to even express it to some one is hard.
It ssome where in my unconscious mind or sub conscious mind a hurt, so planning to investigate, my mind is just f with me, when ever some young and hot person pass by I get the smell of some thing weird and its not a desire, but an attraction.
That attraction attracts fear in me and cause paranoia too.
I think it’s infinite so we’ll never be able to fully define it. Does that mean we should stop exploring it? No. It’s just something to explore and observe forever though we will never fully understand it I think. There will always be more to say about it. Love is perfection.