My sleep schedule is getting ■■■■■■ again. I went to be at 11 or so last night. Forced myself into a semiconscious state for a couple hours. Didn’t fall asleep entirely though.
I guess I went back to bed at some point and woke up at 9:30am… Just past the midnight hour here.
It ticks around. I sleep later, wake up later, stay up later, etc. Then I’m a night owl for 2 to 3 weeks.
It’s not all that different but it’s easier to dissociate from reality. I can fool myself into think I live in some strange english speaking japanese suburb. Which brings me comfort, but also leaves me losing track of the days and bills and what not.
Hah… Life is the ■■■■ and I hate telepathy…