Life keeps me going, the fact that i am alive and that i should not waste the time i have bc it is precious, i hate having nothing to do bc i feel like i am wasting my life and i dont want to do that, what a waste, i want to do some good while i am here on this earth
It’s not much @77nick77 but thanks. Think you put a lot of thought into it and it’s helped a great deal.
I should be doing a lot more but for now I just go to work to keep myself afloat.
But I’ve always had a strong desire to do something with my life. So I keep trying and thinking and dreaming.
My wife, my kid, and the thrill of beating the odds. What do you do when the deck is stacked against you from day one? Become a card shark.
Because I don’t know what good is going to happen unless I stay and find out. I don’t know if someone needs me three days from now. And in my best moments, I know that I fill a space in my world that no one else can fill.
there well be a answer …maybe
My wife mostly. And the hope that it can get better. That’s what she keeps telling me.