I noticed when I was on remeron, my hallucinations got really bad and I would go into trances and my speech was all jumbled for a couple hours after I woke up. I would walk around my city almost getting hit by cars because of distracting voices. The only good thing that happened is it lifted my mood and I smiled all the time. Don’t get me wrong, I smile now but this was like a general overall happy feeling.
If remeron did all that negative stuff to me, would an ssri be any better? I am always tired and rely on energy drinks. can an ssri boost my mood without going into psychosis?