Fat,ugly,not brave, inept, klutz,caring, loyal,kind
I heard some wise words about a person struggling with their identity, “just go out into the world,and find out what you think of yourself,and run with it”
I second that.
People scare the ■■■■ out of me.
What I think of people usually changes depending on the group. It is stereotyping a bit but everyone does it. Like when I was in DC I thought everyone was calculating and uncaring. When I’m at church everybody seems nice and I believe that they are. So I don’t believe your hypothesis is correct. How can I be a whole spectrum of things? I guess it is possible.
I think I’m an okay person. I try not to cause trouble or harm. I feel like a shell of my former self. I think if I tried being healthy by exercising and eating better, I’d have more self confidence. I don’t have motivation for nearly anything. I think I’m lazy but I’ve learned not to blame myself for being ill. I try to be nice and friendly. In person I’m very shy nowadays. It wasn’t always that way but now I’m timid and keep to myself whenever I go out. With my family I’m more talkative and sometimes a goofball. I don’t hate myself, but sometimes I remember how different I was and wish I could still be outgoing and productive. I normally wouldn’t ponder what I think of myself.
Feel like a regular person slowly being brainwashed and conditioned by a group of people who fill my mind with words and pictures my mind would never use, and don’t have anywhere my mind can be at peace. Why do they tell me things I don’t want to hear.
I have a sick mind. 
But my intentions are always good. 
I’m sensitive to people’s needs and suffering but i know how to draw a line.
I am pretty wild in nature but introverted in social frame.
I’m lazy so I need outside forces to move me
I can transform as a chameleon
I cant stand stupid&vulgar jackasses.
I also think that I pretty much ■■■■■■ up every opportunity that life has given me.
This thread was pleasant; thank you all.
I go around in what I think of myself; it is not always the same.
Jayster
Some people cannot take care of themselves and block the way when one tries to help.
I guess I was like that . . .