I was joking………
Bookies trying to shaft me out of money i have won from them!
That everyone is judging my every move. That people are out to get me. Talking or typing about me.
Since my SZ diagnosis I don’t get paranoid as often. I just blame any paranoia on sz.
… That must’ve been one ugly purse.
I had a lot of weird things like that. I remember being afraid of lokinng up at the sky, I felt like if I did gravity would reverse somehow. And I remember thinking about swallowing my spit a lot because I felt like I would drown. I picked my skin and pulled out of my hair. I also checked things a lot, still do.
Paranoid about Betnevershut,Betunfair and BillyNoMates closing my Sportsbook account like the rest of the c@nts when you take money of Derek The Bookie!
That other people can read my thoughts and negatively judging me over the content of said thoughts. Sometimes I think about how rude it would be to intrude on another person’s private thoughts in hopes of guilt-tripping any interlopers to go away.
Have had death threats, so afraid I want to go to the hospital, but I am afraid I might get shot there, even at home, they call me immoral and a racist or pervert so much it could brain wash someone. I just want a normal life but I hope those that kind of like me still do. I don’t want to be on tv. I feel my thoughts are insane sometimes.
What doesn’t make me paranoid haha. People watching me, people casing my house, people inserting thoughts into my brain, dead people watching me, bugs landing on me because I think that they’re messengers…
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