what bothers you…?
When the subject line is the same as the post text !
don’t let it bother you…simply
My constant incurable inability to feel satisfied. And ego tripping people.
So there goes a song
It bothers me if one of my friend was like this…
My OCD bothers me =(
Being alone again and again lol.
People interfering with my life from a safe place from which I can’t confront them. Being stonewalled.
That doesn’t bother me as much as the wittily incomplete subject line. "Have you ever eaten a girl…
Scout cookie for dessert?"
My family members dying off.
Not being able to figure out how to play a musical piece, that’s at my playing level.
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The fact that I’m too afraid of driving to go anywhere new by myself. Watching my twenties disappear slowly without me having spent that time getting a successful career or partying. I graduated from high school when I was 18 and all I have to show for the past 9 years is a two year associates degree that I only got in the mail yesterday. The fact that I don’t have any friends in real life or a boyfriend. I feel like I’ve studied my ass my whole life and I’ve got nothing to show for it. I’m getting a second chance at getting a bachelors degree, but my cousin is only two years older than me and already has a masters degree and is working on a phd at basically my same age.
I am bothered that I could not count something simple .
A simple minus and I could not do it.
My brain izzz as it is.
I had top grades and all correct on maths tests I did in college and I did university maths and passed that too yet now I can not do a simple maths that did in primary school .
It is upsetting.
My brain is as it is.
Maybe medication affects me maybe all my psychosis I have had and maybe trauma I have experienced and hurting /hitting my head …
I am still grateful that I can still read and write and I can take care of myself,home,my man and horse and pets etc.
???that’s unusual. Are you able to mount it and take a ride ? I think I am a bit afraid of horses…
I am able to mount her and ride her.
I have even ridden her when she was wild and “playing up”.
She is usually a lovely delight to ride.
She is one of the best things to happen to me.
She is moving interstate with me is the plan.
We have even jumped together.
We overcame some fear together such as riding in new places and along a road where cars drive pretty quick and riding past noisy tractors and trucks.
That is positive that I am able to ride.
Usually we ride just the two of us because I have had paranoia about riding with others who I thought try to abort me and etc.
Thank you for pointing that out to me that I indeed am able to ride.
I once volunteer worked for riding for disabled but I had paranoia about all the people and could not stand socialising etc
Also it was not easy leading another horse than my own.
So despite being a touch bothered by maths that I did not get right despite it being so simple I will focus on positive stuff such as my neigher.