My mom said I have been very stable and normal the whole year of 2015.
It’s true, but there’s few things I still need to improve. I want to become a few levels stronger person.
I need to learn it and feel optimisitic about it really.
I also need to not give my bad sympthoms too much attention.
Also - I hope that all of you will have a bright future.
I think lot of us need to trust and believe in ourselves.
So yeah, happy new year everyone!
I have joked before I want to beat my head in with a rubber mallet and huff paint until I get enough brain damage I can just passively smile at stupidity and maybe even finally follow a religion but now it sounds like the only viable option with how I seem to be one of the rare few who knows what it means to not have a baseless opinion on everything from things like a knee jerk reaction.
All these three things have brought me is stress and sorrow.
i am stable on medication and despite everything i think i have been let off lightly, i know how this illness can affect people and i am glad things are not that bad for me just now, but i can be bloody stupid sometimes, i am trying to stop being so stupid so working on it lol,
