Apologetic 
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just joking…
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I am still hypersensitive in sex. so for the moment I even dont do it anymore. hope it will get better one day 
The intrusive thoughts are the best, they make you last longer, its like oh my god I’m almost there, “■■■■!, ■■■■, Damn!”
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Haha you know 11515
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Twice now.
Once was awkward and unfulfilling, woman was anorexic and bodyconcious and unhealthy.
Other time was amazing porn-star sex, about a month ago with my soulmate but she is gone now. Heroin sucks.
I find it impossible to ‘talk dirty’ though, it feels very awkward.
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If I were to have “it,” my feelings would probably align with the level of respect that I would show my partner. I’ve seen some crazy weird stuff where an individual’s actions just seem a little disgusting and disrespectful. even if my partner was into that kind of stuff, I wouldn’t do those things because I know the feeling of disrespect would turn into feelings of awkwardness and not being myself. and I know I’m not being paranoid when I say this… I think
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Don’t talk to me about sex! I had a pap smear today!
(TMI?)
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I’m positive. They were all shouting encouraging words too and they were also throwing loose change.
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If I remember right I used to enjoy it, had a over active mind and was hyper…
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Depends who it is as often thinking of someone else.
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I get kind of bossy with my partner.
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It can be extatic and awesome indeed.
Depends on who your having sex with.
I have only truly enjoyed it with two men.
The other times were all pretty bad.
I could become wet but still not get off, release, feel connection, intimacy etc with.
I love my man to talk dirty to me.
I cant talk dirty though. Well not in person but it might be doable in spirit. lol
I have had paranoia about my boyfriends and partners ive had which does affect the sex perhaps.
Im on Latuda now but it does not seem to affect my sex drive and if it does not much i reckon.
I kissed my new boyfriend for hours and it was beautiful.
Ive never really been able to kiss with any of the others ive been with.Not good anyway.
It just didnt happen.
Not compatible to do so.
My new boyfriend is a great leader. For me he is.
I can probably be bossy too at times and do have my moments but I love how he is with me.
He has been so good to me.
He said his poor and doesnt have money over after bills etc are paid and i paid for his trip to visit me for a first date but im glad i did cause its not like me to do so but i had a good feel about him n it and felt we had spiritual connection before we met and that we were saying “i love you” to each other before we even met in person.
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I used to think that i only had sex with woman in mens bodies who wore there bodies like strap on and that these woman hated me and those that didnt still didnt have chemistry or attraction with me.
I have thought other things too about it. 
I’ve almost had sex several times in my life. It usually starts out pretty well, I tend to be aggressive, but then it’s like suddenly losing the internet connection when you’re in the middle of something online. I think I really do just prefer to have sex with myself. Other people can be okay for foreplay but then it’s like… I need you to go away now so that I can get off, kthxbye.
While I was homeless in California for a little while, I had a decent-sized tent that I put up on a beach in Malibu, where the cops never bothered anybody. I invited a couple homeless people of whom I was fond to come spend the night in it with me, to drink and smoke weed and talk in the tent for the night, and they brought a couple friends of their own each. There was a lot of drinking and smoking and talking, and just when my mind was seriously blown the ■■■■ back, they all broke out into an orgy, like without even saying anything, within 60 seconds my tent had turned into a writhing sea of bodies and I was just all up in the corner with my sweater and pipe like omg diseases, but I let the really drunk woman still lay on me when she was uh, finished, since she smelled nice and I liked her, and I did enjoy watching everyone although it was extremely trippy given the setting and suddenness of it all combined with some really potent weed. So I discovered that I do like watching, even if not participating.
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